things are geting better, im happy for that at least, but thanksgiving seems so empty, my grandma fell again this morning when no one else was awake, i had to help her up again! i keep on havign weird dreams, and i've taken to sleeping either by an open window or on a proch, idk why i just need the air...just full of things like dryads, spirits, and a whole ton of dejavu. last nighti had a dream about letting go, it was really kinda weird, i was under the trees in the woods and something was telling me, that i needed to cut the strings, and thats whats keeping my bound down, and i litterly saw some skizzors haha in my hand and then started cutting through thread keeping me down, and it was just weird...
still taking 2000ml a day of medication
still cloudy out, not even a tiny bit of wind
i havea good feeling, but theres gona be bad first and i know it
but i just need to go through it, and it will be all right...
fun fun, gonan go helpo the family, more joy and more "twasing" and slamming me on my life